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Friday, June 16th, 2006
10:05 am	Sunshine, finally.. Here's a little update on my life: -been working at the loft for about a month and a 1/2 now and i'm making mad money :-) Oh and my boss is finally referring to me as "hunnie" which has got to be a good sign.. (well if you knew terry, you'd understand) -People at work are lovely and i get along with everyone, except for one person.. and i don't want to get into it. -Becca is working for me tonight so i can go to marcias to celebrate kristis birthday, and i didnt even ask her to take my shift! (but now im working on fathers day) -Ron and i have our one year tomorrow :-) (june 17) -We will be leaving for old orchard beach tomorrow morning to spend the day & night there..i'm really excited - My m+d are picking up our new puppy in CT tomorrow morning. Her name is Zoie and she'll be 8 weeks old and absolutely fucking adorable. -Joy and i will be finally celebrating a mutual day off together today and are going antique and fathers day shopping and maybe some pool lounging. - going to DMB @ Fenway on July 7th with Ron, can't wait! -i think i might be going to rascal flatts in boston with becky in September, which is a long time away, but i can start saving my money. - becky's still in florida and i miss her dearly.. joy and i are unhatched without her... -i finally splurged and got my nails done, i felt i needed to do some fun pampering for myself for once.. -My dad's in Mexico. - My parents will be leaving me with the house on July 8th night bc they are going to DMB @ Fenway and those lucky bastards get to spend the night in boston. - we got a new manager @ work, and she's a doll. -marcia's sister had a baby and i'm really happy for her & her sister -i got up early this morning, which was a first all summer -Ron's turning 21 on the 27th of June, i'm excited for him -i have not yet gone to the beach.. but dying to. - i need a tan or some sort of color, this pale-as-fuck thing isn't working anymore. - the growth on my lip is finally going down -my cell phone sucks -i want a new digital camera.. one that can make black and white pictures.. i've had photography cravings lately - i got good grades this semester, which means happy parents and a good summer - i wanna go to warped tour.. anyone interested? - i'm gunna miss camp and arts & crafts this summer with joy, sam and crew. -Joy's Mary Kay party is next friday, and hopefully my mom and i will be attending. Free makeovers! - Kristi's family birthday BBQ is next saturday! i can't wait! Oh and i'm not working then either :-) - Jays house for a BBQ on the 4th? Not sure yet, but sounds amazing -I can go to Canada this year with Ron! i'm totally pumped! Current Mood: awake (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 16th, 2006
8:10 pm	gotta hold on only about 3 weeks to go and i'm out of here for the summer.  this weekend was such a tease being home. The sun was shining and i was having fun. I got to see my ronnie, my loves, & my family...and of course, like alwasys i just had to leave and come back here again.  easter was fun hanging out with the fam.. my mom made a pretty sweet dinner and ron and i went out for our first ice cream of the season.. i was craving king kone all weekend.. i settled for the big one. (pricey though) happy 10 months sweetheart. hard to believe that's the amount of time we've been together.. seems like way longer~ but that's a good thing. many more babe. love you. so yeah, im pretty much piled in enormous amounts of work right now, and i don't even really know how i managed time to come on this thing and type.. it's not like i do it on a daily basis and the world were to come to an end if i didn't write. needed some updatage. the weather sucks all of a sudden.. it's freezing rain outside right now and it seems like just yesterday it was hot out. i'm so sick of this hot and cold bull. my allergies don't like it a bit.   i had a pretty good job interview on saturday, hopefully things will be going according to plan.  it looked pretty good. i miss being home already. i wish i didn't have to leave. theres so much that i need to do in the next three weeks and i'm really annoyed. I really think that if people could die from being stressed out, i'd already be dead.  i need a massage.  im out. lyb Current Mood: drained Current Music: my hips don't lie. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 28th, 2006
4:00 pm	This bitter wind Well.. it's about 50 degrees below zero in this stupid town. I can't even walk anywhere without looking like i'm traveling to the Arctic.. with my hat and mittens.. how lame. I can't wait for spring/summer. i wish it would just get here. Fuck everyone who's actually going somewhere for spring break.. i'm jealous. Well, i got to spend a lovely weekend with my love and the roommates. Got to have some wonderful bonding time with Tiff and nick as well... that was nice. It's nice going to their apartment now and having people that i actually wanna hang out with and be comfortable around. Rather than the past homestead where it was just akward all the time due to different reasons. Definately like the new arrangement. * Thanks for letting me stay with you guys :-) Ron and i are doing great as always.. distance can kinda sucks royally, but other than that, things are looking really good. I just can't wait for the summer.. when i have 4 straight months @ home, working, being with my boyfriend, hanging out with my loves that i miss do dearly.. it can't get here sooner! My dad said he might be able to score me a sick job @ his work this summer.. possible internship maybe. I think that'd be pretty bomb-tastic. I would actually be making some decent cash, which i need SO bad. This week is taking the best of me- 3 midterms, 3 papers due on top of that, meetings.. fuck me.  Pretty much every weekend from now until the end of the school year, i'm booked solid.. which blows. But i'm glad i atleast got to go to nashua to see my boyfriend for a last time in a while. Minus spring break. time to fight the wind. Current Mood: cold Current Music: chris brown.. i LOVE that song (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 16th, 2006
2:06 pm	the sun is shining!! Well.. it's thursday, no classes tomorrow.. thank god.  However i do have to make up a test and do tons of other shit that i missed on tuesday due to me visiting my sweetheart in nashua. But it was all so worth it. I'm pretty sure i have the sweetest boyfriend in this entire world. Had a fab valentine's day and i'm really glad i got to spend it with the one person i wanted to spend it with. lyb Payback's a bitch.. i got so much fucking shit to do it's unreal.. i feel so overwhelmed with projects, tests, quizzes, homework..plus all my make-up shit. Man, finishing college in four years is like leaving the party at 10. i wish i could just take like 4 classes every semester.. life would be cake.  i'm still trying to figure out what the hell i'm doing for abroad programs, or if i'm even doing one at all. i was thinking maybe the summer after my junior year.. that way i'll only be away for a month or so. where to? England? austrailia? pari? It is fucking BEAUTIFUL out today! i looked at the house we're living in next year.. it's pretty nice.. close to campus..but they had a lot closed off so we couldnt really see much on the inside. we could only walk through the halls.. The rooms look fairly decent though. hopefully it should be good.  Spring break in 3 weeks and counting. My spring break is gunna consist of looking for a job and hopefully working. i looked at my bank account today.. WHOOPS! i neeeeed to make money.. and a lot of it. i have a little sister this semester. She's absolutely adorable and she's a red head and her name is pamela.. does it get any better than that? love her. My birthday is coming up in i wanna say about a month and a week or two. i love birthdays. mmmm :-D i don't know if i like being in keene much on my birthdays.. but my mom always makes me the best damn dinners around. Shepards pie motha fuckas! my dad is going to india today.. i hope he doesn't eat blowfish. don't ask. i'm going to boston on saturday.. i'm pretty friggin excited! Should be a great day full of walking, subways, visiting friends, and a little shopping (due to my lack of money in my account) but you can't go to boston and not atleast do a little shopping. Oh! and mmmmm roasted coconut! probably my FAVORITE part of boston.. by far. i can't belive it's almost spring.. which means then it's almost summer. i feel like summer was JUST here.  conference last week was pretty bomb. met a lot of cool girls from all over.. and got tons of free food and fun stuff. (bags, t-shirts) definately worth it. P.S. if you ever want to rent a hotel room.. go to the Mariott!! they have the MOST comfortable beds in this entire world. i ain't messin. i miss M-town. i havent had much time to keep in touch with my girls back home. i've been so busy with shit. i miss my boy. i miss my pup. and this sounds so queer but i miss my mom and dad. :-( My mom is so cute.. sending me a valentines package and all.. containing a gift card, a bracelet and chocolate.  class now. peace lyamyb Current Mood: It's beautiful outside! Current Music: that sean paul song is everywhere man.. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 31st, 2006
12:20 am	way too much Well.. i might as well update you on my life seeing as i rarely come on this thing anymore. School has gotten the best of me this semester.. im fucked. I have to see how things go and decide whether or not i gotta peace out of one of my classes. Ron and I are great :-) i couldn't be happier in my relationship. i love you and im sorry about everything i put you through. P.S. see you this weekend! My abs hurt. This is due to extreme crunches at the gym yesterday and intense boot camp class today as well.. why do i put myself through this pain? it hurt to laugh today.. that's kinda pathetic. i guess i just have that bikini in the back of my mind. sweet jesus. Saw two awesome comedians today in the NOC. Tony C and Jimmy Dunn (both were on comedy central and one was in a movie) kinda cool eh? I'd say.. for keene anyways. I haven't laughed that hard in a long time. I needed it. My cousin turns 21 this month.. god thats so fucked up. It seems like just yesterday we were running around in our underpants eating popcicles. weird how time flys. I went out with Rochelle tonight. I love spending time with her. I love our coffee dates. I'm gunna miss her so much and its so hard to think the shes only gunna be here for a couple more months. Stupid seniors and their stupid graduating. I want her to stay forever. I'm getting emotional. A lot of things to look forward to this month.. Well, Valentines day is in a couple weeks and i hopefully get to spend it with my handsome pants. Also, conference in Burlington on the 11th-12th and Boston on the 19th (for the day!) And this spring comes Dates, formal, and warm weather!!  too excited! I have no idea what im gunna do this summer job wise. i have a few things in mind, hopefully all goes as planned. My mom and dad came up this weekend and took my roomie and i out to lunch and shopping. i miss them. It was nice to see them and spend time with them. Ron comes this weekend. stoked! we need bonding time.   gotta read and sleep now.     Current Mood: content Current Music: baby got back (american idol haha) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 10th, 2006
1:09 am	wow, it's been a while. Looks like i'm going back to school sooner then i thought. I have about 4 or 5 days now.. depending on whether i decide to go back on sunday or monday. Might be moving next semester. All ive done this vacation is pretty much work. a loooootttt. fuck them. Plus side of this vacation include: *i got to spend  a lot of time with my sweetie pie. * i got to spend a night up north at my friend Jays cabin which was bomb. *I made money. *i got some pretty sweet stuff for christmas. *i got to spend some time with my family and cousins. *had a pretty sweet new years. *spent lots of time with my friends, but not as much as i hoped. *Got to spend some decent giftcards at the mall.   Negatives include: *Broken cell phone.. and havent gotten a new one yet. *ate waaay too much food due to the holidays. *worked waaaaay too much. *Didnt get to sleep in as much as i hoped. *Didnt get paid as much as i should have. *Didnt get to spend any time with my school friends. *got really sick for a while.   The rest of this week consists of: working more, packing a lot, spending time with my family, boyfriend and friends. Hopefully some sort of last shing ding before departing. anyone? goodbye party? :-/ baby, thanks for being an amazing boyfriend. love you a lot and dont know what i would do without you. P.S. thanks for the food at work. and taking me out to dinner last night. :-) I O U Current Mood: exhausted (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 10th, 2005
9:30 pm	It's that time of year again. A year in review... 2005 in a nutshell.  1) Was 2005 a good year for you? 2005 was a wonderful year for me. A lot has happened.  2) What was your favorite moment of the year? joining Phi sig, falling in love, and getting my life together  3) What was your least favorite moment of the year? the day i got my second semester freshman year report card.  4) Where were you when 2005 began? Gerry's.. drinking with all my faves :-) 5) Who were you with? the crew.. plus some. 6) Where will you be when 2005 ends? Hopefully with the best friends in the world and the best boyfriend in the world. 7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends? above.  8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005? probably not, i actually don't even remember what my resolution was. 9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006? Can't think of one yet.. something good. 10) Did you fall in love in 2005? yes. 11) If yes, with who? the sweetest thing that walked this earth, my new best friend, and my favorite person alive.  12) If yes, do they know? gee, i dont know.. of course! 6.17 13) Are you still in love with them?  more and more everyday. (I'm sorry if it hasnt seemed like it lately) but i love you so much.  14) Do you regret it?  never  15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005? yes. best thing i've ever done. 16) Did you make any new friends in 2005? yes.. many amazing people. 5 of my best friends.  17) Who are your favorite new friends? ron, julia,katie, jacqui, mi mi, tiffany 18) What was your favorite month of 2005? June. 19) Did you travel outside of the US in 2005? i don't think so..  20) How many different states did you travel to in 2005? i  honestly don't even kno...  21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005? idk 22) Did you miss anybody in the past year? yeah 23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005? Wedding Crashers.  24) What was your favorite song from 2005? ohio is for lovers.. for a reason  25) What was your favorite record from 2005? black eyed peas or hawthorne heights 26) How many concerts did you see in 2005? i cant remember 2 ? 27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005? idk... 28) Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005? probably 29) Did you do a lot of drugs in 2005? yeah,..i was such a loser. 30) How many people did you sleep with in 2005? two\ 31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?yes  32) I'm making up 32.  i have no clue. 33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005? a lot.  34) Did you treat someone badly in 2005? probablly. 35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005? yes.  36) How much money did you spend in 2005? Way too much  37) What was your proudest moment of 2005?  38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005? there's been a lot.  39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change any moment, what would it be? a lot of moments  40) What are your plans for 2006? i'm not sure yet. Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: michael jackson (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 6th, 2005
11:37 pm	We're going up from here. This week is almost over. Tomorrow is my last day of classes in the fall semester. finals all next week.. woop de doo. I will be spending my life in the library tomorrow night writing papers and studying.  it's gunna blow.  I am going to Jacqui's house in West Newbury, MA this friday-sunday with katie and mi mi for her family Christmas party.. it's actually really fun. i went last year. There's a yankee swap and santa actually comes.. and there's madddd good food. Oh and she has a hot tub! and a wine cellar! It should  be a good relaxing weekend.. i'm pretty excited. This is julia's last weekend here. I'm gunna miss the little bugger. She's my little peanut. why is she of all ppl transferring? Damn college expenses. Ron came up last weekend! It was nice spending time with my love since i won't be seeing him for two weeks. The weekend basically consisted of food and snuggling, what we do best :-) i miss him. Things are getting a lot better. *The roomie was rather open with me this weekend :-/ akward. Christmas break is so close yet so far away. I think there's about 8 days now?  YES! i need to go home so bad. i just need to get out of this place for a little while. I'm run down. i need privacy. So i guess i might be living in the house next year. We're getting a bigger house too, so it should be bomb. I'm trying for a single. I need more space at this college. It's starting to really drive me nuts. CVS is taking my sorry ass back for xmas break. ha lay lew yah! i need the money SO bad. ANyways, im peacin out of this journal. lata. ifly.baby. Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: xmas toons (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 30th, 2005
12:10 am	...Always on my mind... 1 more day til the weekend. 2 more days til i can throw my arms around him. 11 days til finals. 15 days til I'm home for a month for break. 25 days til Christmas. 31 days til 2006. weird.   Well this semester has been flying by like a speeding bolt of lightning. Things have been less stressful this week but will only get so much more stressful next week. Finals freak me out a little- just because my grades ride so much on them. It's like saying, "oh great job this semester, oh BTW your final is worth 50% of your grade. GOOD LUCK!" - fuckers. My darling is coming down this weekend to the lovely Keene to see me! I can't wait! Things have been going well with him and i minus missing each other dearly..But it's so worth it. 7 months in december. HOLY CRAP.  amazing :-D Yeah so i'm broke. Good thing i got pretty much all of my x-mas shopping done over thanksgiving break. Still gots a few more things to pick up. Hopefully work will take my desperate ass back over christmas break. Of course they're gunna pull the whole.."only if you can work on all of the holidays..til midnight." fuckin A. What i do for money. The stand has been dead as a doornail lately. stupid winter. I think i worked for an hour and 5 minutes Tuesday. And then he told me to not even bother coming in on Wednesday. Sweet- what's that? a whopping 10 dollars? E-board next semester! So excited!! I finally get a big position with actual responsibilities. Holllaaaaaaa. bed awaits my sleepy head. missing you. loving you. thinking of you. night biAtches. Current Mood: drained Current Music: cheer up sleepy jean (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 8th, 2005
6:55 pm	Up up and Awaaaayyy busy busy busy! I've had so much on my plate lately school wise.. lot of papers and tests and shit.. thank god it'll be over soon (well, this semester anyways)  i need a change. We have another meeting tonight and then possibley going out with Rochelle. I need a coffee.. bad. i feel so bored here sometimes, i feel like its the same routine every week and weekend- same classes, same people, same food, same parties.. i dont know, to me- it gets so old. I just seriously wish i had my own apartment so i could get off campus. Not that i dislike being on campus, but i just need some freedom, and i want to be able to have people come up from home and know that i have the room and that they're welcome. I feel so bad bc i don't want to over-invade katies space.. its hard enough sharing a room let alone having friends come up. I just want my own room for once in two years. I wanna be able to walk around naked and have more privacy. Dates is this friday and im pretty stoked.. kinda bummed about the location, but hopefully it'll be good. Ron's coming up as my date.. woo hoo! Can't get enough of my love.. Wish i could be with him always.. Next time i go home home will probably be thanksgiving time.. i heart thanksgiving. I love the food- it's bomb. I just wish we were staying home instead of going to my grammies house.. i just want to stick around m-town so i can spend time with mis amigos y mi novio. :-( But i'll be home some of the days.. i can't wait for xmas break so i can have a month off to be home with the people i loveee... I've been talking to gerry more often, which is really good- bc i miss her. I'm kinda upset that i've lost touch with some of my friends. meeting time. loveulove Current Mood: content (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 6th, 2005
1:02 pm	hung over Going back to school today.. Norm and Kristen's wedding was last night, and i have to say i had a wicked good time. Must of had about 50 drinks and i felt like a bottomless pit. Took me a while to get drunk.. But it was nice to be able to drink for free :-) And with some cool kids. I got to spend an amazing night with my darling in our sweet hotel room.. It was nice to be able to spend some time with him one on one before i go back to school, and even when we see each other we never really get to have any privacy, so it was great.. I hate goodbyes :-/ That's the worst part of a long distance relationship.. you have to say goodbye all the time. But i love seeing him so i'll do it any day of the week. Tiff and i had some fun bonding experiences.. pretty much showed up late to the wedding, which was SO embarassing.. And that was after we couldnt find a fucking parking spot anywhere in the city of nashua, so we had to park in some spot a mile away that i praaayed wouldnt get towed, seeing as i was driving ron's car.. saw some guy pissing on the side of the road where we parked, and then we had to book it down main street in our heels and we waltz in right as the bride was about to stroll down the church.. sweeeeet. yeah everyone was pretty much a shit show last night..dancing away to fun songs. haha Ron's mom ended up buying me a beer and i had it taken away from me at the bar.. that was pretty much sucky and embarassing as well. But we got our money back.. But anyways i think im gunna shower and get my life in order so i can get my ass back to school in one piece. thanks for a great weekend love. you're amazing. iflylW Current Mood: tired Current Music: this shit is BANANAS (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 30th, 2005
2:06 pm	yippee Cai yay Halloween weekend was a success.. had a pretty good time. I was a firefighter :-) I was SO happy to go home and see ron on friday night. Ive been having a really tough time here lately, because of different reasons. I just really needed to go home for a night and have the one person i really care about calm me down. Sorry it was so late.. thanks babe. Saturday i went out with my girls and had a great time. Think i ruined my feet with the shoes i was wearing.. but thank god my roommate let me wear her shoes home. Next weekend is the wedding. I'm pretty excited.. finally got a dress n shit from my friend marie. So atleast i have that all set. I'm staying with ron on thursday night and then friday im going home :-) Get to see my puppy.  is it sad that i really miss my dog? I'm probably gunna head to the mall and see if i can't score a dress for Dates the following weekend. i need something sassy. That should be fun. i heart fall. It's been so friggin nice out here. The sun has actually been shining for once and the rain has stopped. Maybe the rivers will finally go down a little so we all dont have to FREAAK out everytime it rains and have to move cars to higher places and evacuate homes. Stupid keene. is it bad that i can't wait for christmas vacay already? i just need a months breather. School is getting so overwhelming and i have so much going on. I have a huge serious speech to write, big story to write on genocide.. god damn. Oh and the one class i thought i was dominating in is getting SUPER intense. Ugh. i guess i just have to keep working my ass off. i must go to spanish now. i can't wait til next weekend! i flylW. Current Mood: geeky (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
3:48 pm	pumpkin fessst i heart pumpkin fest. I had a ton of fun and i wish it wasn't over.. I loved having ron and joy here. I miss home so much and having them here was a treat. Friday night we went to a party and i had an awesome time! i dont know if i wanna look at mango rum again for a while though. I helped with the parking lot saturday morning for a fundraiser and i think we ended up doing really well :-) I heart pumpkin fest food. I had the yummiest foooodies there. I didn't quite find the pumpkin i carved, but i can't say i was looking very hard. There was some really cute marriage proposals carved out of pumpkins which was a nice gesture. i hate rain. Keene needs to stop raining. i don't know why its so thirsty. And we're still probably gunna get wilma's leftovers. And today katies car was no where to be found in the spot she parked it.. who would have known someone friggin towed it to the other side of the lot. Nice way of letting her know and get a partial heart attack.. I am doing really good in school, im proud of myself. i think i have some really great modivation this semester. i hope i keep it up. Ron went bye bye and i really miss him. I get so friggin depressed every time i see him leave... or when i leave him. We're not gunna see each other for a few weeks until norm and kristin's wedding, which im really excited about! Can't wait! but he seizes to amaze me. love you. For all of you who care so much when he spends time with me, i appologize. it's funny how we really dont see each other as much as you think we do. He planned on coming here for months, bc all i did was talk about it. and then one minute i'm telling him i wanna go home bc i miss HIS friends a lot, and hanging out with them.. and how i wanna come home soon and party with everyone soon and  then at 4am he receives a phone call from some of them saying how hes such a terrible person for not being there when his friend got back from boot camp. are you kidding me? DO you even have a clue how excited he is that chris is home? yeah..  real mature guys.. he's fuckin stoked. Oh and btw, trevor- i know you had more to say to me, and i know you don't really care how i'm doing. nice message. Halloween weekend? what to do, what to do? i have NO idea. and i dont know what the hell to be for it either! ok, gotta go do an insane amount of homework and then go to my meeting at 6:30. peace out. (ifly) Current Mood: sick and tired. Current Music: country (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 19th, 2005
2:29 pm	my stupid computer friggin sucks. i have some sort of really messed up virus on it, and i cant get rid of it.. it might need some sort of special attention which means i might be losing it for a couple days. im pissed. i have been so friggin stressed lately, i dont even know what to do. i owe so much money to so many places right now i dont even know how im gunna do it. And just to make things better, work has been dead so hes been letting me go early, which kinda sucks bc i need the money. do i study abroad or not? that is the question. my mom and dad have been bugging me soooo much about it, they like need an answer now, which totally blows bc i dont even know what to do. i wanna go so bad bc its the chance of a life time and i have the chance to do it, but i dont wanna go bc i have so many things in my life here that i dont wanna miss out on, and that i love. i guess im just scared. PUMPKIN FEST this weekend!! Hoo Raw! i am so stoked. Ron, joy and steve are coming up and i can't wait! oh, well and my family. I got a decent shift for the parking thing we have to do, so ill have the whole day to hang out and drink spiked apple cider and look at freaky pumpkins! night time is always the best though, because they light them all up and make sweet towers out of them. This is like the best weekend ever... i hope this sore throat and cough goes away before this weekend. i friggin hate being sick Well, i must do lots of homework now and pick classes for next semester in the library, bc ill be here for the rest of my liffffeeeeee!!! *Thanks for everything sweeti, im sorry ive been so frustrated and stressed lately.. thanks for being there for me and still loving mee ;-)* Current Mood: productive Current Music: twinkle little star (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 12th, 2005
12:50 pm	Been a while im going home this weekend, finally. it's been almost two months since i last slept in my bed... it should be nice. I have a doctors apt friday that i am not looking forward to.. i also think im getting sick :-/ i woke up with a sore throat and a cough. Yeah so if you havent heard.. Keene was straight up flooded last weekend.. some of my friends here are still homeless because of damages. They have warnings everywhere at my school for another one. the river is really high, i had to move my car to a shitty parking spot bc i didnt want it to float away.. crazy that all of this happened in new hampshire.. and to think, i didnt even realize keene was flooding when i was walking through knee deep waters just to get to a party.. things we do here, i'll never know why. I thought the puddles were just really deep.. i should have looked around, the whole god damn town was a giant puddle.. i have been SO busy this past month, with rush, meetings, more meetings, classes, work, tests.. works going well.. making mad money at the stand, i just cant wait til i get more hours when Rachel has her baby.. Im going to rons tonight around 8 and then we're gunna run to the mall and franticly try to find my mom a birthday gift.. considering her bday was last monday.. oops. ( i guess you luck out when youre not home.. you get some extra shopping time) and then who knows :-) i can't wait to see my puppy, which i hope is still a puppy when i get home. i just had to take midterms this week, which is so strange, i didnt think we were already half way through the semester. I have SO much coming up these next few weeks. Going home this weekend, pumpkin fest in keene the next weekend (cant wait!) break the next weekend, then the wedding Nov 4th, and the next weekend is my dates!and then thanksgiving! holy wow.. Booked for months. But now i have to study for my News writing midterm. wish me fucking luck. <3me Current Mood: sick Current Music: my humps (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 27th, 2005
11:51 pm	surveeeyyyy 1. Full Name: Nicole Christine Taylor 2. Nicknames: nicky, nipps (dont ask) 3. Birthday: April 7th 4. Place of Birth: Nashua 5. Zodiac Sign: Aries 6. Male or Female: girly  7. Grade: sopomore in college 8. School you go to: KSC 9. Occupation: Hot dog stand :-D and cvs at home.. need something new 10. Residence: currently- keene, home- Merrimack 11. Screen Name: heavnlydvine __Your Appearance___ 12. Hair Color: red head baby 13. Hair Length: meh.. shoulders 14. Eye color: probably the above. 16. Height: 5'3ish 17. Braces?: thank god no 18. Glasses?: yeah but i wear contacts.. only sometimes my glasses 19. Piercings: ears, cartiledge, belly button, tongue. 20. Tattoos: still thinking.. of what i want of course. 21. Righty or Lefty: righty ___Your 'Firsts'___ 22. First best friend: Katelyn 23. First Award: ummm.. karate? some art award in elem? 24. First Sport You Joined: umm.. soccer. 25. First pet: Jonna.. boxer. 26. First Real Vacation: uh prob florida when i was young. 27. First Concert: hahahah BBMAK suckas! first row ___ Favorites___ 29. Movie: oh wow.. tough.. probably cold mountain creek 30. TV: real world, laguna, gillmore girls, cops, emrill, that new reality show 31. Colors: green and purple. 32. Rapper: yo yo yo.. i gotta say that I.dont.know! pretty sweet eh? 33. Band: lots 34. Song Right Now: my humps! 35. Friend: my sweetheart, joy, gerry 36. Candy: skittles 37. Sport right now: sitting? lol. probably basketball 38. Restaurant: i dont really have one. i like fire and ice in boston. i just love food pretty  much 39. Favorite brand to wear: AE, banana rep, charolette rousse.. whatever i feel like. everything looks cute :-) 40. Store: everything!! im a pheeene. 41. School Subject: comm, writing 42. Animal: penguins, monkies, some sort of bear? 43. Book: ya know.. mags 44. Magazine: cosmo 45. Shoes: i love em' all. ___Currently___ 46. Feeling: bored as hell... why do you think im doing this?? 47. Single or Taken?: in love. 48. Have a crush?: i love. 49. Eating: nothing. NO MORE. 50. Drinking: propel.. grape. 51. Typing: umm 52. Online? always.. 53. Listening To: the TV 54. Thinking About: snuggling with a certain someone. 55. Wanting To: sleep, end the week, see my darling.. 56. Watching: some rap show.. weird. 57. Wearing: button down blue, white and pink striped shirt with jeans (wanted to look cute :-/) ___Future___ 58. Want Kids? not for a while. 59. Want to be Married?: obviously 60. Careers in Mind: some sort of TV, NEWSPAPER, MAG journalist/editor 61. Where do you want to live?: somewhere in new england, or down south, or in some place random like colorado or something. 62. Car: grand am __Which is Better With The Opposite Sex?___ 63. Hair color: brown. 64. Hair length: SHORT 65. Eye color: beautiful green 66. Measurements: youre perfect. 67. Cute or Sexy: Cute as a button. 68. Lips or Eyes: uh ur eyes make me melt, ur lips make me horny 69. Hugs or Kisses: they are definately a package deal 70. Smart or funny: both. 71. Easygoing or serious: easy going, but can be serious when needed. 72. Romantic or medium: omg romantic for sure. im a sucker for that stuff 74. Sensitive or Loud: a little bit of both. 75. Hook-up or Relationship: relationship worthy for sure.. 76. Sweet or Caring: isnt that the same thing kinda? both is definate. 77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: hesitant. i dont wanna bail you out of jail. ___Have you ever?___ 78. Kissed a Stranger: yes.. and look what happened? im in love. 79. Had Alcohol: obviously. 80. Smoked: yes. 81. Run Away From Home: when i was little i packed my bag and sat on the rock in our front yard.. thats about it. 82. Broken a bone: i think one of my toes, i just never got it fixed. 83. Gotten an X-ray: yeah. 85. Broken Someones Heart: yeah.. back in the day. 86. Broken Up With Someone: yeah 88. Cried At School: yeah ___Do You Believe In___ 89. God: i dont really know. 90. Miracles: definately 91. Love At First sight: yes, bc it happened to me 92. Ghosts: sometimes.. 93. Aliens: only ET 94. Heaven: i dont know 96. Hell: dont know 97. Angels: dont know 98. Kissing on The first Date: definately. 99. Horoscopes: yeah i guess ___Answer Truthfully___ 100. Is there someone you want but you know you can't have? nope. i have everything i could ever want. Current Mood: content Current Music: love you out loud, rascal flats. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
9:00 pm	missing home i havent written in this thing in a while.. I have been so busy it's been unbelievable. My sweetheart came to see me this past weekend, which was amazing.. i felt like i hadnt seen him in months, even tho it was only a few weeks. Departing was something i wish didn't have to happen, but i guess thats just what has to happen. We've been awesome though. i love him more and more every day... feels like a dream. My parents also came to see me on Sunday to take me out to lunch and my mom and I went shopping at a few stores in keene. i ended up getting a few cute things which is exciting :-) I miss the fam, and my rents brought up the puppy as well, which is still a puppy thank god.. but i miss her being so little. I have a shit load of things coming up. Since there's rush all this week and next week my schedule has just built up. We have a mardi gras party on Friday night and a Cocktail party saturday, which i think should be a lot of fun. Except im staying sober for the cocktail party, which really doesnt matter to me.. because i can still have a great time either way. I am coming home not this coming weekend, but the next weekend for my doctors appointment on Friday. It'll be nice to sleep in my own bed.. and see my boy. and eat home cooked meals. If anyone wants to hang out, hit me up :-) So yeah..  i work at a hot dog stand now. haha It's so much fun, i love it! It's really good money too, which is nice to put gas in my tank and allow me to have a little bit of fun as long as paying my dues and other shit. Come visit! but i think i shall go off to bed now. i have to get up at 7:30am tomorrow.. ahhh! leave love. miss everybody lots :-/ love love.     Current Mood: bored Current Music: Some redneck song on TV (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, September 12th, 2005
1:07 pm	comment n do it! T E L L M E : The color of most of the clothes you own: green and blue The number of pillows you sleep with every night: two, one for me and one for you What will you be doing in 1 hour: going to News writing and logic What room you are in at this very moment: my room What you were doing 12 am last night: talking to snookums online How old you will be in 10 years: 29.. holy shit.. D E S C R I B E : What your teeth look like: umm white? straight What you're wearing: jeans and a brown shirt What you think you'll be doing in 10 years: married, some sort of child.. working and making good money D E S C R I B E F O R M E Y O U R : CD player: silver..big (at home)  my laptop is my CD player at school  Wallet: light pink with a couple other different shades of pink stripes off to the side Alarm clock: black and obnoxious  Hair: red, about shoulder length.. with a few blonde highlights :-) Toothbrush: white and yellow Computer: Hp lap top.. black and silver ( the 8 key is currently missing, so i have to push the little hump) Bed: a raised, extra long twin bed.. stupid college. Notebook: which one? all sorts W H A T C O L O R I S / A R E : Your nails: clear nail polish which is currently chipping, toes are pink Your eyes: greeeeen  D O Y O U : Like riddles: no. they're annoying and confusing Like trampolines: when i stay on them.. Burn or tan: lightly tan but mostly burn. Wear braces: nope, i got lucky Check your mail regularly: yes F I R S T : Real memory of something: When i swallowed a penny during preschool naptime Car: Silver mitsubishi galant... my pride and joy.. :-(  Job: first job? probably camp or CVS Screen name: oh we don't go there.. Piercing/Tattoo: my ears Independent home:hahaha love: You Enemy: eeee...idk Big trip: Germany to visit my dad who lived there  Play/musical/performance: eeee..ummm.. i was Charolete in a Charoletes web play when i was young L A S T : Cigarette: a long time ago.. very proud Good cry: umm probably this past weekend ibrary book checked out: ee.. do i still even have my library card? Movie seen: in the theaters.. Wedding Crashers, and also Moulin Rouge with my roomie yesterday on tv Book read: Logic (ugh)  for free time.. Virgin Suicides Time you were sick: Right now.. i feel like crap on top of crap. Person you yelled at: my baby..sorry :-/ Beverage drank: Orange juice in the DC.. my mom always tells me to drink that when im sick Crush: Ronald MacDonald :-) TV show watched: Laguna beach last night Shoes worn: my brown flip flops  CD played: hawthorne heights at the gym last night  Item bought: water Annoyance: mouth noises.. and the STUPID CONSTRUCTION OUTSIDE MY WINDOW Disappointment: myself for the way i acted in that stupid stupid stupid fight Thing written by hand: spanish homework Key used: does a card count? My ID Word spoken: "whatever" i think.. im sorry Ice Cream eaten: this awful M&M icecream at the DC.. totally unsatisfying Time showered: an hour ago? Time amused: gee idk.. lunch with everyone?  Time wanting to die: right now Time in love: right now Time hugged: this past weekend... i need a hug :-/ Time scolded: scolded? like hit? we did have a swat fight this weekend..  Time resentful: a lot of times  Chair sat in: this very desk chair Time danced: this past weekend at a party Poster looked at: my dashboard confessional one over my desk..  P I C K B E T W E E N :  Pen or pencil: depends.. notes pen, test pencil Coke or Pepsi: gee.. i dont really care. Coke with Rum, pepsi if its all they got.. Butter or cream cheese: butter in my tators, cream cheese on my bagel Leader or follower: well.. im not a follower.. but i dont know if i consider myself a leader.. Hot or cold: Cold.. bc you can always add layers.. and you can only take so many off.. Summer or winter: Fall 1 or 2: 1 First or last: first Top or bottom: hahah TOP R A N D O M N E S S :  Are you paranoid: yeah sometimes.. Current Mood: blah Current Music: havent really listened to anything today (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 28th, 2005
12:56 am	Miss you well.. first weekend at school was definately a good time. Got to see all my friends again and party hardy. It's nice to have all my girls back. i missed the crap out of them. Friday was the biggest shit show of the weekend i would say.. my roomie and i show up at 4AM to realize we can't get in our building, so we had to call campus safety.. who says "Good morning ladies!" and then lets our asses in. how embarassing. sway much?? thats what countless games of beirut does to you i guess. i like having katie as my roommate a lot. our room is super cute. but hot.. i miss you. i miss looking at you, holding you, hanging out with you, talking to you, kissing you, sleeping with you. It's unreal how much i think of you. i love you. tomorrow i start classes. i get to play the fun ADD DROP week. BLAH. good night mates. Current Mood: sore Current Music: coheed and cambria (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 24th, 2005
4:52 pm	one more day Last night i spent with my love. We had a chinese food picnic on his bed and watched HOSTAGE. The movie was really good, and i loved snuggling with my boy for the last time before i leave for school. this morning we said our goodbyes and he left for canada.. and im leaving to go back to school tomorrow morning. it was hard, but i know that we love each other and the distance will be okay. i know i will just look forward to seeing him so badly now while i'm away at school. ill think about him constantly. This just couldnt have been a more emotional time of the month for me. it sucks. packing my room up truly puts me in a bad  mood. i cant wait to get back and have freedom and be surrounded by people constantly, i miss my school friends a lot. but im gunna miss being home. we're having a family dinner tonight, and then i hope to go out with my girl friends for a last night on the town. school tomorrow   Current Mood: gloomy Current Music: you could be my romeo (Comment on this)